DearReaders, I am in Aspen and have had a major epiphany that I must share with you as I always do!
In between lectures on the brain, Shakespeare,and politics, I am meeting wonderful people, most of them couples and I think that is responsible for the dream I had last night!
I was an "extra" in the movies...which by the way I was in college at UCLA and that was my start in show biz. But more importantly, I think it was a symbol of how I am feeling...the 'extra' one in a threesome!
Now don't get me wrong, it's not sexual ...but I am feeling much more strongly than usual a very distinct urge to merge! But with a partner of my own. Maybe it's the beauty of Aspen, the clean air, the romantic walks, the fun to be had and discussions to share.
And then, even wierder, I continued the dream and into it walked my ex-husband and it was very..hot! I do not want to remarry him, but he sure represented happiness for a while and safety.
Sigh...without going to psychological on you, it is obvious that it is time to meet someone and get it over already!
The good news is that some of the couples are going to be on the lookout for that more than adequate guy and who knows..maybe they will find him and send him.
Otherwise things are great...and I'll tell you the more substantive stuff later.